A kid who've changed.. ..

A few more days.. ..

2007-05-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

"sighs".. .. A few more days, then is back to my most hated place of all, K.L. That place is forever full of cars, humans, and most of all, the air there is killing me... It's making me older...(well, in a sense that I'll get Alzheimer's disease much faster than those living in Kuching. I'm gonna miss kuching... ... and also my friends.. ..

Come to think of it,

This few weeks, I've been eating a lot..heh, especially my mom's homecooked dishes..I kept on eating and eating until I couldn't control myself eventhough I was being contrl by my mom...

I think my head and my stomach is getting bigger. Well well, that's gonna be a big problem for me. Argh!! I'm build up the pounds and calories in just a mere 3 weeks. Isn't that horrendous???(Heh, the word horrendous reminds me of the idiot American Idol Judge, Simon)>>> Obviously, it does... ...

sighs..

Just a random post AGAIN... ...

coz I got n0thing to write..heh

Hora Hora!!!! What's gotten into me??

2007-05-22T09:42:00.000-07:00

heh, it's been a while AGAIN since I last posted. Wonder what happen to me? Heh, I'm little lazy to blog this few weeks though I promised myself to update my blog. Guess, nobody even knows that I DID update my post. Sad, eh?

Wait a second... ...

I saw a comment on my previous post. It's a miracle someone still reads my post.. .. I'm so touched. So "dong gan"!!

Hey, look at the clock...it's 12.47 a.m. .. ..

Aren't kids suppose to tug in and dream of something nice at this time??

Just a random post, though!!

To keep my blog alive again!!

Heh, I'm a bit tired..will post soon..maybe..tomolo kua..sighs..

p/s: When can i get my own scanner to show off my camwhoring skills to the public....??? I'm feel so deprived now..anyone who cares to sponsor me??

Oh, one more thing..

Can anyone teach me how to insert a chatter box?? I tried zillionth of times but.. ..

Damn..I look so pathetic..heh heh..-___-"""

JPA interview freaks me out!

2007-04-05T06:07:00.000-07:00

This is what i looked like while I was in the interviewing session. There's a girl by the name of Claudia pwn'd me in front of the other group mates by shooting me with questions that I couldn't answer. Well, considering pro.chouji have told me how to tackle such person, I still managed to fight her back in a rather confused way.. ..

eek?? That means I don't know what I myself was talking about at that time. Pathetic, right????

Can someone help Kon-chan to think?? Help him fill in the speech bubble.. .."That was me. Suffering from a temporary information loss from my brain. Pitiful. Totally screw up!!!"

On the other hand, I've tried another scholarship called the monbukagakusho japanese scholarship. I hope I could get that. Coz I wanna see Kon-chan over there. His my "HERO".

Enough of the crappy stuff.. ..

Okay, my final examination for my 1st semester is just around the corner. Two more weeks...and yet I still live a boring life loitering in my little world of a kid imagination.

A talking cat in running wildly in my mind..If cats can really talk, that'll be wonderful.. ..isn't it??

Wake up!! Prof. Chouji have told u to full speed ahead after u've led a university life. No more loitering around..no more human-loathing. No more food fights. "sigh"

However... ...

One things for sure, I'm going back to Kuching May the 7th. Yesh!! It's a 3 weeks holiday. heh heh, that is the time I torture my friends to drive me around to chia me yam cha, sek fun, tai hei...."heh heh, it's cantonese, btw..." And drill a big hole in my friends' pocket!! Muahahahaha!

p/s: Please note that this kid is too bored that he chose to write crappy stuff.

"sigh"...A kid with split personalities..

A very weird post today.. ..

THE BLOG HAS SPRANG TO LIFE once more.. ...

2007-04-01T02:35:00.000-07:00

heh heh, it's been a while l last updated my little bloggie. I guess no one even knows there's a prof. chouji blog. "sighs" Anyway, it sprang to life again! More updates will be pouring in. Aren't you proud of yourself, prof. chouji?

"sobs"... ...

Anyway, I've just started my university's life. It's like 3 months already. Yet, I haven't even change a bit. My childishness~~~...On second thought, I did.. .. Wait a sec, I've changed? Yeah! I've transformed from a bubbly, cheery kid into a utter boring, self-denial kind... you may wonder why, eh? Even Prof. chouji can't figure out why. Because of this, I've got little friends in Uni up until now. Sad, isn't it? I've became an anti-social kid. Well, if can't understand a single I've just said, try to imagine you are going out with a friend of yours who sits in your car listening to "Lord of the Rings" soundtracks while keeping his mouth shut up tight without even uttering a single word. Wouldn't that be damn boring?? If that's not enough, imagine you're going out with a friend who doesn't even crack a single joke and speaks "academically" all throughout the day and worst of all, loves to tell "unlaughable" jokes...What do you think, superdamn boring, eh?

I wonder what's happening to me?

Scared.. ...

"sighs"

Anyway, I have already thought about my new year resolutions..heh heh..Sounds a bit too late, isn't it..here a list of them..

1. MUST lost at least 8kg..
2. MUST be mature ( still under process..)
3. MUST be cheery and optimistic...(lately, I've been a pessimist and am thinking of jumping off from KLCC.

heh heh, that's all for my new year resolutions. Short and sweet.. .. Though sudah lambat, I'll always gambate to work it out.

Oh..one more thing,

I found some meaningful words.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I am strange and boring but you're dumb and stupid because you don't have my strange-ness!!

Make sense?? ?? ??

Relax....

2006-09-16T08:51:00.000-07:00

Phew, just finished my first week of trial exam.. To tell you truth, it's quite tiring, esp History, I need to force me eyes using the adhesive tape to stick my eye lids up just so that I could finish reading them all...Anyway, since it's over already..I guess I can curi tulang a bit..hehehehe..

Since I'm so free, I 've created something..Feel free to comment...here goes...
p/s: No flamming lar..okay..peace!!

In one little starry night I stood,
Gazing through the stars endlessly,
I heard your whisper as you pass by,
I knew that you are there all along... ...

Long I wait, try to grasp your words,
Listening for your whispering,
I've listened what the stars did say,
Your words are echoing in my ear... ...

I can feel your breathing in my heart,
As if you were at by my side,
I looked again in the warm-lit sky,
There I saw the stars glittering.. ..

But the stars will soon fade away,
Soon, your smile will fade like the stars,
When can I gaze upon the stars,
Hoping to listen to your whispering... ...

Ta-da!! I hope it's kinda lame...ahahaha!! Feel free to comment...just anyone..!!
p/s: It's actually a lyric...I telah cetak rompak one song...and use my english version to sing it..=p..

Rejoice...

2006-09-09T03:04:00.000-07:00

HAH! I'M OFFICIALLY FREE FROM NATIONAL SERVICE FROM NOW ONWARDS!

Well, I hope that's true. After having my moral test on Friday, my momma told me this great news. Yeah! I'm free!!! Momma just went to somewhere in Jalan Simpang Tiga [ sorry, but I don't know what's the name of the building] to cross-check with the officer working over there to see whether my name was being enlisted. She told me that she even nagged at the officer to check twice to see whether he/she mistyped my I.C number. Finally, no more fear of getting tormented in the camp. Rejoice!

On the other hand... ...

While I was happily browsing tru the net in spite my mock exam for my SPM has already arrived at my doorstep, I clicked on the NS website to see if my name got enlisted. To my horror, when I typed my I.C number and clicked enter...something like this wrote:

Tahniah, anda telah dipilih untuk menyertai Latihan Khidmat Negara Siri 4/2006

They even tahniah me!! X_x...It should be takziah rather than tahniah [ choi, momma taught not to see not properous punya words....]

So, I bolted towards my momma and asked frantically....momma just said, " Haiyo, I asked them [officers] liao lar..they said the internet one cannot believe one..." I but-ted and tell momma that the school had asked those who are involved in the national service to fill up a kind of form...Momma said the something, " Why worry, they say no..then no liao lar..."

So, to believe or not to believe ler?????????

PLKN freaks me out lar.....
PLKN, : FEAR ME...YOU FAT BOY!"
CHOUJI, " NO, I WANT MY MOMMA!"

Feverish...

2006-09-06T00:15:00.000-07:00

Shoot! I'm all feverish today until I need to stay at home..Even until now, I'm still feverish and sleepy, being sleeping from morning until now...argh!! My whole body feels so weak...
Anyway, I can't think clearly now coz of the fever...so, forgive me if said anything stupid or weird...[a sick person always thinks of something stupid, am I right?]

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On 4 of September 2006, Mr Irwin had passed away. It's all because of a stingray's barb that punctured his chest. Damn those stingrays...Now, I can't get to listen to Mr. Irwin's "GORGEOUS AND CRICKEY" anymore...It's a pity that great people like him have to die....no more Crocodile Hunter..."sobs" Rest in peace, Mr. Irwin... ...

I think I'll stop here now...My fever is killing me now..."faints".... ..................

Still lazy-ing around...

2006-08-27T01:20:00.000-07:00

Arghh..What have I been doing? I'm still laying watching anime all day long...It's time for me to get hold of myself and start reading those thick books..I'm Prof.Chouji, you know. There's reputation for me to uphold!!!.... XD

On the other hand...

Merdeka Day is comin'...That means...Merdeka Sale at 100% Departmental Store for my momma...-___-"" So, there's no choice for me but to follow momma to go grab some really cheap stuff over there. Woah, that place was packed with people grabbing and pushing against each other to fight over those very very cheap stuff..erm, the cheap stuff here means, the daily-used commodities that were sold at very low price...Btw, I wouldn't care less..coz I'm not going to get myself kicked by the angry crowds. Plucking up her courage, my momma squeeze among the crowd to @#$%^&&@##$%% and get what she wants...Talk about obasan..I saw lots of them fighting over those cheap stuffs....phew!!! My dad did some @#$%^&**&^% too to help momma to grab two bags filled with garlics...

Oh, on the way back home, we saw some fighting jet planes soaring along the sky. We couldn't really see that clear though because of the haze...but the thundering sound of the jet planes is awesome...Each they flew pass us, I could feel the whole car shaking [I didn't purposely shake the car with my butt....-__-"] Well, if you ask me why is it there's jet planes flying here and there..It's because they're rehearsaling for the merdeka parade....

Btw, Merdeka Day is on the 31 of August 2006..Long live the King, Queen and the Prime Minister.....

p/s: Don't forget to "kibarkan jalur gemilang"
Translation: Play your national flag...erm "play"???
Can anyone help me with the word play??

Pizza Galore....

2006-08-19T05:37:00.000-07:00

wOot! I've got to taste the latest pizza flavour..it's the one with three types of chicken..[huh? I thought we only have a kind of chicken...chicken is chicken lar] erm..actually it's sausage, char grilled chicken and ham as the filling...Well, to tell you the truth, I'm quite dissapointed with it. It's nothing special. Just the same old chicken smell...[erm, chickens have the same smell, right?] Right....-_-"

Btw, here's some conversation with my mom after we've came back from savouring the not-so-special three types of chicken as filling pizza:
Mom: Son, I think we've forgotten something... ...
Me: Forgotten what??
Mom: erm...wait...
Me: Mom, what's wrong with you? Don't tell me you left behind something.. -_-"
Mom: Arrrrrr!!! I lupa nak bagi money!!!!
Me: What? You what??
Mom: Momma have forgotten to pay!!!
Me: Wow, talk about eating a free RM 50++ pizza Galore...lucky us!!
Mom: Arrrr!!!! I feel bad now..
Me: Ya, you should just turn back and pay..if you insist paying..if not, you might get a phone call from the police..
Mom: Haiya..don't scare me like that lar!!! Eat for free boh..sumore I can save RM 50++..[then, she laughs like crazy]
Me: -_____-"'

Anyway, lucky mom and me...We eat for free...the waiter and waitress over there didn't even came after us, They were just so busy with their work until they have no time to attend to us. We just walked off as if nothing has happened... ..."grins" That's so evil of us!!!! XD....Hey, you can't possibly blame us for that, we're so innocent...or rather, thanks to my momma's forgetfulness...hehehe!!!

I'm innocent...please don't catch us....!!!

================================================================== On the other hand, my friends are having fun now [19/8/06, Saturday night] at Kuching Fest....Arrr! How I wished I could go with them and have fun and eat till I drop...I love food, I can't deny that. I've wasted my energy and saliva to plead for my mom's permission but she's so stubborn that she threaten to use bankai to whack my head off...[I'm exaggerating..just ignore me!] Here are some of the reasons she gave....

1. So many ppl over there, what for go there?
2. SPM lai liao lar, go study better..
3. Kuching Fest. nothing to play one...what for go there, waste money nia..
4. Haiyo, you never go to kuching fest meh...
5. you and your friends..cannot..cannot...you ppl play play play...cannot
6. you really wanna go har, go ask daddy..daddy sure say no one..[she grins evil-ly]

Arr.....I can't enjoy liao lar...I'm so sad...I'm so depressed..I bet they're having fun now.....sad....

YOU MUST OBEY THY MOTHER....
[yes, mom....T_T]

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Btw, SPM is near...winter-war is near...i need to gambate liao..coz I got inspired by Kon the bear..or lion..or perverted lion..or peverted cute bear..or whatever...

There you go! Got inspired? If so, go full speed ahead to achieve your dreams and goal..
Be like him, Be like karakura Golden!!

XD!!!

Brain Damaged... ...

2006-08-10T22:01:00.000-07:00

Prof. Chouji has suffered from insufficient sleep which lead to sever brain damage. He's currently in bed-rest and will not be able to post his ingenius "theory and dicoveries" for the next few weeks..

SAD, ISN'T IT SO?

Anyway, I'm still having my school pra-percubaan SPM exam...cool name, eh? Anyway, I'm a dreadful situation that my eyebags have started to pop out....Damn those exams..they're killing my brain cells...I still got one more week to finish off the exam..then, I shall have a little time off to rejuvenate myself with lots of fun stuffs....But, still....there's a need for me to continue to revise my lessons to stay in tip-top condition...if not, argh...my brain cells are dying...nooo!!!

END OF PROF. CHOUJI'S CRAPPY CRAPS... ...

CASE CLOSED... ...

Argh...PLKN is eating my brain up!!!

2006-07-22T03:19:00.000-07:00

Just receive a message from one of my friends, Evelyn that I tiok PLKN....nooo!!!!! The moment I receive the news, my face turned all whitish and my heart start to pound as fast as bouncy ball could bounce. It's really a shock for me. While others were all happily rejoicing about being chosen to join in this PLKN thing, the little lonely me sat at a corner grieving.....sad...How am I suppose to continue my life in those cramp camps, the torturing training and most of all the dreadful morning call....

HOWEVER.....

I heard we have six meals in a day....Let's see, we have breakfast, second breakfast, lunch, tea time, dinner and supper....wee~~ Food rules. Btw, I hope the food there are glorious...I was thinking of getting myself to slim down during this whole PLKN thing going on but consider that we have abundant supply of food, I'll pass....

In short, I should be happy about it. PLKN, here I come...

p/s: This guy's suffering from permanent mental disease....

Hot weather kills...especially for me....and more craps of the "ingenious" Prof . Chouji...

2006-07-11T00:49:00.000-07:00

"sighs" It's been boring and warm this few days. It's hazy in the morning and terribly scorching hot in the afternoon. Oh, sometimes the weather is lil' crazy. It'll suddenly pour in the middle of the hot day with thuderstorms. "weird"...and I'm sick....I mean I'm really sick because of this stupid weather. I know I shouldn't complain but the major problem here is, it's really damn hard to focus on your studies during a hot day like this. It makes you sleepy.... .... How I wish the weather would be a lil' cooler..or perhaps a lil' windy... ...

Sometimes, hot weather can make you forget things easily....

That's the side-effect of the hot weather. Even you will forgot how old you are... ...

"quit all your ramblings and get on with your revisions!!"

Will soon..after my nap time... Well, it happened that I've learnt the all-time favourite cartoon series, Spongebob Squarepants' opening theme lyrics:

Who live in the pineapple under the sea, SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!
Absorbant and yellow and porous is he, SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!
He's naughticle, nonsense be something you wish, SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!
Then drop on the deck, and float like a fish!!
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!! x3

Isn't the song sweet and meaningful?? "blueks" Btw, do you know that Spongebob's pet is a snail and yet it purrs like a cat??...

"enough with your nonsense! Go study!"

Just give me a sec! Anyway, while sitting in school horribly waiting for the last school bell to ring, I've came out with my new song. I can't believe I can actually write a song of my own. "Looks like someone praising himself" Well, I can't really remember the lyrics but shall post soon! Believe, even my friends help me on it and they love my songs. Erm..it's only two person who like my songs....-__-"

wOot...it's something that I've found on the net...I find it quite inspiring...

Interesting phrase, isn't it so? But a lil' confusing.............????????

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Lately, I've been thinking of my future after I've finished my univesities or colleges. It'll be work time for me. That means, stress. Of course, it's kinda hard when you first work in a group of people whom you don't even know. That's when social skills comes in handy. But....for people like me who only knows how to complain this and that and live like a king in my house, I don not even have the slightest social skills in myself. It's not that I don't talk to any people and sit like a nerd all day long. It's just the stupid attitude of mine--shy. It's good to be shy but don't be to over-shy! Coz shy people often get bullied by people. That's why I'm a lil' afraid of going out to face the real world but I'm also excited at the same time. Excited coz no more books....at least no more pile and pile of reference books....but still, you'll need to face piles and piles of work....

"You think too much, go take a nap!"

BUT, I'll always be the ups in my life just like Orihime-chan!!!

Ten Nasional Missions [Misi Nasional] of Prof. Chouji... ...

2006-07-08T22:47:00.000-07:00

"pokes at the titile" It's been written clearly on the title. I've created my own Misi Nasional. Well, it's not like our PM's Misi Nasional towards our country's vision 2020. Rather, it's my own mission to move towards paradise... ...Talk about comfort, who wouldn't want that?

Actually, I've created three missions...hmm..I'm still very unsure whether I can accomplish all of them..here's my list...

Dasar pertama,
Mencapai tahap cermerlang, gemilang dan terbilang dalam bidang yang diceburi... ...
[ Translation: To be successfull in any field that I've chosen]

swt, I'm not really good at translating things... ... -__-"'

Dasar Kedua,
Mencapai kelangsingan badan... ...
[ Translation: To be able to loose some weight]

Stop laughing, I know that I'm fat... ...I won't deny that... ...-__-"

Dasar Ketiga,
Mencapai keseimbangan dari segi pemikiran, pertuturan dan perlakuan... ...
[ Translation: erm...can anyone help me translate this???] -_______-"""""'

That's all I guess. Even if I don't achieve each of them and live in paradise, I still have another alternate mission to complete. That is, to live a simple and comfortable life. I'm a simple man...hmm....man? That old??
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Anyway, quit talking about serious stuffs... ...Just recently at school, I did something really really childish.. I would really consider that I'm still a mere school boy who don't even know about manners..."sighs" Ahem, it happened that we were going the library to borrow some books. To be exact, we were kinda forced by the school to borrow books to read because of the NILAM programme. It's the principal who forced the whole school to borrow books. To cut the long story short, after I've searched high and lo for my fifth book of Chronicles Of Narnia, The Dawn Trader, I walked past my friend to the counter to be chopped...[it's not chop..it's stamp]..right, to be stamped. When I saw her still talking to her friends while standing, I've decided to pull a prank on her. I purposely moved the chair slightly higher so that when she sit on, the chair will give a loud thud. But alas, when she decided to land her butt on the chair, her butt just slided through the chair and "THUD!", she sat on the floor. Luckily, she didn't sat too hard on the floor. If not, she'd be paralysed for her whole life. As for me, I'll be sinner for the rest of my life. Until now, I'm still concern about her butt but she said it's okay. The butt is still in perfect shape. "Btw, I wonder if one's butt will be out of shape???"

"sighs, kids nowadays... ...hopeless..." Well, it's really embarassing!!!

p/s: "It's called childish"
"I know. But it can't be helped!...The childish side of me can't resist itself. What to do??"

SPM hater or SPM lover????

2006-07-01T21:43:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I last blogged....Well, things went kinda busy and I didn't even have to time to write in my little blog...I guess no one will even notice even I didn't blog for ages XD....Anyway, I'm starting to get bored of waiting for the arrival of SPM... How I wished I had already finish that off as early and possible and be in a paradise without any stuff to be worried. Many months has passed and I need to wait for the freaking 5 and half months before the winter war has stopped completely... ...

bored to death... ... as well as... ... busy to death... ...

In the process of loading my empty head with lots of formulae, facts, calculus, dates and some other junk, I've found that some white hair poking out among the black hair... ...

Desperate... ....

since when I have lots of white hair like this "boi" over here...??

"Hey, aren't you bored of talking the same old thing???... ...SPM...SPM..., I'M SICK OF IT!!!"
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Topic changed... ...

Recently, my school held lots of seminars on different subjects....and I think I've benefited a lot from them. One of the English examiners, Mdm. Adeline told us that writing a diary or blogging is actually a good to practise. It helps to improve your English.....but I don't see my English improving wor..."sad" Anyway, I'll keep on blogging even if my English sucks....Oh, she also said that our English paper 1 [Essay] will be read by the "ang mohs" for them to grade us based on the British Cambridge standard , GCE level "Btw, our Malaysian English examination is called the 1119". OMG! It feels so embarrassed for them to have read my horrible, terrible and vegetable essays....No!!!! That's why I'm trying my best to read Dan Brown's and C.S Lewis works to memorised all those bombastic languages used...."woOt, as if I have the time to do this..." Well, I'm really trying my best to read as much as I can...."read a few pages and then ZzzzZZzzzzzzzzz.....XD"

One more thing,

I still can't believe Brazil and England lose.....How could they??? Esp, Bra, they've been known as the world's best football team..............why?....Btw, there's no point grieving over it...I think I should grieve for my SPM more than anyone else do..."wuwuwuwuwuwu..... ..."

Or maybe,

I should be a SPM lover.....Winter-war, here I come...

Or maybe,

I sould be a SPM hater... ... Winter-war, here I go.... ...I mean go home and sleep... ...

CONFUSED..... .....

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p/s : "Love him...coz Love CONQUERS all!"
"What does that have to do with SPM...love SPM, would you?"

Wings of Words... ...

2006-06-16T05:22:00.000-07:00

Opening the window,
The first light that shone on me,
The first sky I see,
The first thing I heard,
It's a voice saying,
" Good Morning...."

Eating my breakfast,
Bread with kaya,
Or perhaps,
A glass of "low-fat" milk,
I heard.. ..something,
It's the same voice,
" Enjoy your breakfast... ..."

When the fire of anger,
eats up my heart,
When my heart,
Has build its wall of ice,
When the melancholy of Macbeth,
Stores in my lonely heart... ...
The same voice... ...
slowly awakening,
" Peacefulness is what you need... ...,
Be strong!"

It's you,
The one that I've been cherished,
Your words are like wings,
Flying through ages,
Through torn pages of my memories... ...

Though you faded away,
But,
the presence of you,
your wings,
has carried all that I need,
To be stronger,
To be with you,
Always... ...

Disasterrific... ...

2006-06-13T07:26:00.000-07:00

arggh...just got back my test papers...result: horrible, terrible and vegetable. Anyway, I got pretty bad result for my moral. My marks nyawa-nyawa ikan sahaja... ... T_T...Well, there's still some always a next time until my SPM arrives at my doorstep...

well, I happen to flipped tru' the calender and found out we only have FOUR months left till
winter-war... ...

WHAT?! MOMMA DIDN'T TELL ME ABOUT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!! NEED TO GO STUDY LOR!!!!

No fear, Prof. Chouji has come out a solution how to study well... ...

While studying, it is advisable that students at this age should be~~~

Whenever you fail to achieve your goal. you shouldn't be like this:

and...

Instead, take a cup and brew yourself a cup of nice coffee...

Refresh yourself and prepare again for the winter-war...RAWR!!!

Olalalala..hopes this helps...For those who haven't reach their goal, continue fighting coz we're all fighting for our own dreams and hopes to be fullfiled... ...

Behold of Hitsu's hair... ...

2006-06-09T06:50:00.000-07:00

How to have Hitsugaya Toshirou's hairstyle? To tell you the truth, I'm a fan...a fan of his hairstyle!! Look at this pic. A guy with straight hair can be styled into Hitsu's hair. How cool! Btw, this guy was involved in Bleach Musical...Not bad, eh? I mean the hair style... ...

Hmm...I'm planning to have his hair though.....I wonder if it looked weird on me?? I guess so..With my round face and and flabby body, that's plain weird. I gotta shed a few pounds of my meat...and....then..it's hitsu's hair on my hair...[erm...I'm not planning to use a wig..I'm doing this hairstyle on my own... ...]

p/s: Is hitsu's hair acceptable to the public?????? [worries and wonders]

Samba Kick... ...

2006-06-09T05:41:00.000-07:00

Phew, I've just finish tyding up my room. Never knew I have lots of junk in my room...my room is just like a garbage dump site [you can even see some house flies flying around..lol]...wow, I just can't imagine how I am suppose to clean them all up!!! It took me one and half hours to collect all these rubbish....and I'm sweating all over!!! Come to think of it, it's good for me though...since I can burn some of the fats in my body.....wOot! While I'm keeping my cozy room clean, I can shed off those pounds. Isn't that wonderful?

Anyway.....

It's ball season....it's time to kick some ball!!! Support England...booo Germany!!! [no offense though!!!] weee~~~Erm..I'm not really a ball fan though...but I like seeing people cheering for their own team in a crazy way, "go, go, go, ale ale!!!" and most of all, I love those panda eyes they have after then end of the show...[they looked dead, of course]...wOot! Hmm...btw, I've been trying to watch every football match but in the end, fairygodmother will always put her sleeping spell on me and I sleep like a log..even who win the match..i'm still blur blur....[zzZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzz] lol! It's cause I've discovered that it's quite funny to watch 22 or more people in the field running and kicking after one little ball...Poor ball..

Anyway, for those football lovers and fanatics, enjoy watching your fav. football team lose..[choi! Touchwood! Of course must win]....ENJOY and GOAL, GOAL, GOAL!!!!!

The upcoming winter-war... ...

2006-06-07T01:10:00.000-07:00

Lately, I've been a lazy bum....as lazy as a pig who doesn't even want to move his butt from being glued in front of the comp and PS2. [what? that's called hardworking. You've spent so much time on them, so you're being hardworking!!!] Psst, that's what my inner self told me...LOL! But still, there's still other inner self of mine saying that i should quit all these stuffs. [Sonny, the time you've wasted unneccessarily could be used for better things...Remember, time is never stopping...] Ugh, of course I know time is always ticking...and ticking me off for being so cruel to me...

Oh man, these two weeks of holiday really makes my brain rust. Guess I should get pump up to stop my brain from malfunctioning...gotta use it my all on my studies coz 5 and half of year 2006 is gone already.... .... and disaster is comin....I've gotta prepare myself for the "winter-war" or else I'll be crushed like a puny ant and of course I'll be humiliated for the rest of life if I don't win this war...Hey, losing in a war and being humiliated is not that "feel-good", okay! It's time to train myself to win in this battle and to prove to those who looked down on me...[Am I being stupid?] Anyway, this is still the third war that I'm having ever since I kinda won the first two wars when I was 12 and 15 years old. There still many wars left until I finally achieve my full success. So, gambate! I must win all the upcoming wars...

"Winter-war" is comin'....Everyone is preparing for it. We must win the war no matter what! Give it your all when this war comes as it will determine your destiny for the rest of your lifes... ..

OMG! Such horrible and vegetable scene!!! :D

2006-06-04T00:52:00.000-07:00

I just came back from window shopping just now. It's rather boring to go shopping in Kuching's puny shopping complexes. Argh, when are we going to have our very own hypermarket? wOot!! No fear coz THE SPRING and BOULEVARD is opening soon. Well, not that soon coz the metal polls are not even up yet..."sighs" might need to wait a few years, I guess? [ What? A guy like you like shopping?] Hello? Shopping and window shopping are two different activities. Wanna know what's the difference? Go ask your momma!! Anyway, hopes that they are ready after my SPM!! [In your dreams]

hmm....I've a little life-time experience to share with you. Here goes...Btw, it's kinda 18sx...so beware kiddos...

no kids allowed...

Potato the dog

Everybody knows like humans, animals do make love. Dogs, especially, make love in the public just to show off how loving they are. There dogs who are also s*x-maniac who r*p*s other female dogs like crazy. Wait, do dogs have mating season? Duh, of course they have. Erm..i think it's around the beginning of the year. According to Professor Chouji, he saw lots of dogs making love early in the morning everytime he prepares to go to school. He even saw some female dogs cried. After that, he also saw some dogs in pairs have their butts stick tightly together. He tried to scare them away but they can't be seperated. Instead, they walk with their butt hole stick together in akwardly way. He laughs and tried to seperate them by tosing something at them but still their butts..."sighs" Prof. Chouji gave up the research but he still couldn't figure out why dogs of the opposite sexes need to stick their butt together. Just then, he saw a male dog struggling to get his ass out of that female dog. Voila! He saw a horrible and vegetable or in other words, indescribable scene. He saw a black, long, big "thing"....it's kinda slimy though sticking out until "it" touches the ground...Such huge monster!....He then discovered that why dogs stick their butt together for too long. So, his' conclusion is: Dogs can't controll themselves while making love. That's why in the end, the "thing" got stuck in the middle of the process because of exessive length. They need time in order to get "it" out.

After reading's Prof Chouji's report, I was deeply inspired. So, I went to conduct a experiment with cats. My hypothesys is: Cats do make love like the way dogs do. So my experiment starts:

Yoruichi the cat

One scorching hot afternoon, after I've help my poppa close the gate, I saw a black cat and a slightly grey and white cat. It was then I was fascinated. It happened that both of the cats are male coz of the balls dangling under their butt holes....Then, the black cat kinda climb over the other male cat. After that, that black cat started to insert his "thing" into...hmm...since the other cat is also a male, I think it's the butt hole that he's gonna attack....Unfortunately, the other cat uses his tail to block that black cat's "thing" from hurting his butt hole. Other than that, I've found out that even cats reject homosexuality. The cat whined as if stating that, " Stop it, you idiot! I'm a straight guy [cat] that hates male like you!!!!" However, that black still insisted to insert that "thing" but to no avail. At the end of the experiment, I've discovered that my hypothesys and Prof. Chouji's theory have been accepted. It was clearly shown that cats or other animals do reject homosexuality like humans do.

Therefore, I've ended my experiment.

Note: [Please read]
This is part of biology. So please, don't think that this is yucky. It's mother nature. That's why we have puppy and kittens. Not to forget some male dogs and cats can't sit for the whole week after their butt holes have been injured.....:)[ouch! That hurts!] If so, quickly consult Prof. Chouji or other vets for treatment. NO EXTRA CHARGE!

Thou shall not eat... ...

2006-06-03T06:36:00.000-07:00

I'm just wondering what's this thing called. In FF, it's called a moogle. Well, it's kinda like a mutation between a pig and a teddy bear. Shall I call it bearpig or pigbear? For those who are bored to death, would you mind helping me to figure out what shall it called???

BACK TO TOPIC~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wOot!!! My poppa just came back from sea. [what? your dad a fisherman?] Nah, he came back from fishing. Even if my poppa is a fisherman, I wouldn't mind =p! Coz everyday's a fish feast for me. Well, tonight's the night. Lots and lots of red snapper and karapu.

Dinner time~~~~!!!!!

Attack!!! Savour the taste of pure deep blue sea...yeah!!! Too bad, I don't have a camera....Thou shall jealous of thee. wOot!!!

Half way tru dinner... ...

Ugh!!! "burp burp" This fish feast is slowly killin me off... ... I think I'm gonna suffer from over-sufficient protein.... ...UGH!! Too much protein... ...too much cell diversion... ...too much mitosis and meosis.... ...

After dinner... ...
[still struggling to eat my last piece of fish meat]....too much....i can see i'm growing extra meat...one more lump on my sideways..... In fact, i'm not growing taller but growing sideways...

Thus.... .....

I've created my own chouji's comandment:

Thou shall not eat!!!!

p/s: To tell you the truth, who don't want to enjoy such glorious food!!
On second thought, I'm phobia to fish meat already!!!

woOt! A song modified by choujiwong!!

2006-06-02T07:21:00.000-07:00

Here's my modified song :

Woke up with eichi this morning I'm still alive,
Turned on my radio to start a new day,
Last cup and DJ eichi hard to survive,
Amazing new sky over under away... ...

Tonight EICHI'S racing,
Tonight constellation,
Tonight EICHI'S racing away,
Almost another day... ...

Chasing EICHI's star, good night good night,
EICHI'S a shooting star, good bye... ...

Tonight EICHI'S racing,
Tonight constellation,
Tonight EICHI'S infest worldwide
Almost everyday...
See EICHI some other day... ...

wOot! Talk about eichi infesting the whole wide world...wow...!!! The superb eichi-ism...lol! Guess what, whenever I type eichi, i tend to type wrongly as ecchi...[for those who knows japanese, you should know what that mean...lol!] Anyway, no offense!!!! Anyway, it's kinda crappy this modified song...but if you really read it, it means a lot!!!

p/s: This song is dedicated specially to a friend by the name of ecchi..opps, it's eichi! Hopes that she does well in everything!!
Btw, this song is very familiar. Try to figure out what is this real song. LOL!

Wheel of Destiny... ...

2006-06-02T02:47:00.000-07:00

phew... ...First week of holiday has almost come to an end. Well, blogging is the only way kill away my time...btw, i've composed a poem, here goes:

Born into the world,
First touched
By the air,
It's miracle,
For us,
The new life onto this earth... ...

However,
We are sad,
Destiny,
Chaining us,
Our future,
locked... ...

Wheel of destiny,
Spinning endlessly,
We are scared,
When it will stop,
When our life,
Will stop spinning... ...

Our future undetermined,
Hopes undetermined,
Dreams undetermined,
Everything seems undetermined,
We are confused... ...

Confused and scared,
We chose not to give up,
That fire,
slowly burning,
Fan into flames,
That keeps it continue
To spin... ...

War... ...

2006-05-30T00:05:00.000-07:00

Being bored though it's just four days of holiday. I guess I've repeated twice already. LOL! Anyway, I just watched GSD [Gundam Seed Destiny] and found that this anime has something to do with our world's current uprising crisis - war. To tell you truth, I've learned a lot from this anime. War is inevitable as long as humans greed for money and power.

"Kill because someone's killed, got killed because you kill" , such words from Cagalli Yula Attha, current Orb's representative in GSD really inspires me. In this world and age, there are those who seek for power in order to conquer and also those who endlessly promote peace to the world but to no avail. For those who sought for power, they tend to kill and use every single evil plots of theirs to make sure each corner of the world is within their grasp. For those who seek for peace and harmony, their intention is purely for the stability of the world. Nonetheless, peace cannot last for long and it crumbles from our feet within us knowing it. However, I believe that peace can last forever if humans atone from their wrongdoings. Still, can human attain such purity?

Apart from that, there are also some who wish for war to continue because of maoney. Money flows endlessly into their pocket each time they create new nuclear weapons, new warships, new guns and so on. They are willing to be servants of money and do whatever it takes in order to obtain them. With money, they posseses great power in the soceity. With great power, they will start to use it recklessly and cause much suffering and pain to the people. Let's take a simple example, if we believe in a particular country's ideals and hopes, then our country betrayed us and caused our loved ones to perish, would we still believe in that country? Would we still be that patriotic and stay behind to serve the country?

Anyway, this is politic issues. It's not for me to butt in and complain this and that. But, I really hope that peace and harmony does exist in this world. Without peace, the dreams and hopes of people around the world will be shattered. People will lose hope and thus will they lose their dreams. Therefore, peace is the key to open up our dreams and hopes to become realities, no more building castles in the air.

Coffee time... ...

2006-05-28T07:31:00.000-07:00

wOot! Boredom sure is slowly killin me off! Argh, just wish to get a cup of coffee. Sip by sip killin off the boredom. Still, I'm withering away. Be gone boredom! Anyway, I've a crazy idea on my head thanks to my boredom. Hmm...I was thinking of creating an anime storyline for myself. I've created some of the characters. Btw, it's only their name:

1. Takawashi Ryuudo [Main male character]
2. Shyu-en [Main Female character]
3. Gwen Charlotte
4. Hasuke Tori
5. Samurai-san
6. Eiko Minami
7. Tsukihime Yunari

Well, the story is about like this:
It happened 500 years ago, there were 5 kingdoms. [still don't figure their names yet] Each kingdom is protected by the five seals of the "Ba Kua", water, metal, wood, fire and earth. In order to maintain the stability of each kingdom's "pemerintahan", they'll have to choose a leader to lead all the other four kingdoms. The kingdom of fire [Tanalia] has became the new leader. Shyu-en, one the king's high council adviser, has predicted that the five kingdoms will be destroyed in just one day. The prediction was true and each kingdom has faced their fall. Feeling responsible, Shyu-en decided to use up all her power to protect all the kingdoms. But alas, the kingdoms were destroyed with shyu-en being sealed in the sacred mountain of Sakuya.

This is one part of the story...well...add some soon...plz comment and criticise!!!

show's over...

2006-05-26T05:13:00.000-07:00

phew....exam's finally over! What a relief! Tonight, I'm gonna enjoy myself to the fullest! All books are thrown away from my mind just for these two weeks....But...tonnes of homework is waiting for me to be completed...ARgh! Our teachers threaten us by saying something like this, "Kalau tidak hantar atau tidak lengkapkan latihan kamu, tiada 5 markah bonus!" Oh man, two weeks of holiday now is equal shite-days..."learn this word from eiChi, lol" Anyways, guess I'll have to finish it all up!

wOot...about the prom night which i mentioned since ages ago..hmm..not really, just a few weeks ago. It was Okay.....but I like the dancing performance though. Got hooked by their dance. Btw, they were dancing Tango that day...and it was fantastic! Oh yeah, talking about the food...well...doesn't suit my fussy taste bad. Let's give it 6/10. Not really that satisying. Too bad I didn't bring along my camera. "sigh" The people I'm sitting with doesn't even know how to enjoy eating. They all very "paiseh paiseh" one until me also don't dare to eat. My other friends in other table eat like crazy. When the food arrives, they'll shout, " Attack!"....wOot! All the food gone in a split second. I wish I could attack ferociously like them...LOL! Should have videocam them...Almost forgot, here's my mate [translation: my friend partner for the night] and me...argh..something's wrong with the stupid photo blogger!!!! Shall post next time...

p/s: Oii, stop pretending lar! I know you malu-malu one!
DON'T ASK ME! Ask the photo blogger!

Well, there's something really bothering me. My parents were suggesting that I should straightaway use the forecast result of my SPM to apply for Foundation course in UTAR. If so, I can start the course next year's January and of course, I'll be able to graduate faster and WORK faster. At first, I was really against them. "Hey, budak! Bermoral sikit!" I mean in a polite way. What I am trying to say is, if i were to really use my forecast results to apply for the UTAR, that means I need to gambate for only four months....wOot! Uber bad news for me! But, if I didn't get accepted, I need to wait until the month of June next year for the school to starts the course. So, should I studied hard for the SPM trial exam or should I put more effort on my real SPM? "sighs" Either way, I guess I should focus on both....

p/s: I'm slowly withering away like a weed.. ..
So young wanna die liao, afterward big how to do big-big business leh!

More animes comin' and... ...more exams comin!! -__-"'

2006-05-12T20:20:00.000-07:00

wOot!!! More animes comin....Clamp has released the new season of Tsubasa Chronicles!!! As usual, the anime storyline is based on the comic!!! Yay, more actions from syaoran, kuro-pon and Fai. Hyuu~~~hyuu~~~. Next is Yakitake Japan! Well, it happened that one day I was bored, then I went to youtube and watched the first episode of that anime. I'm deeply "in love" with in. Erm, I'm exaggerating now, right? Most of all, both of the opening and ending themes were sang by Rythem. wOot...Love the way they sing!! If wonder what or who Rythem is, just listen to naruto's Harumonia!

On the other hand, exams comin this Monday, 15th of May! Kinda stressed out and kinda bored... ...Stressed coz lots of thing to be inputed into "tin kosong"...bored coz everyday, I have to glue my butt on the chair browsing through all the boring subjects. "sighs" What to do, a student's life is always so boring... ... On second thought, a student's life is supppose to be enjoyable and fun...Yay! That's why anime and manga is part of life...wOot, without them, I would wither away like a rose... ...sad... ...LOL!!

One more thing, tonight's prom night for me at Sarawak Club. Well, it's actually a Leo annual dinner. I'm not a Leo though but I was invited by my friends to attend this dinner. So, I accepted. Hope tonight will be a great one! Oh, you might be wondering what I am going to wear
tonight. I'll wearing a chinese "samfu" or whatever you call that. My partner'll wear cheongsam. wOot, aren't we "bagai pinang dibelah dua"? LOL!!! Anyway, let's hope that the food there is enough to fill up my bouncy stomach.... ...lol!!

p/s: "Oii, waiter.. .. can "da pao" or not? Burp!!!"...lol!

Come let's study hard.. ..

2006-05-01T06:49:00.000-07:00

Olalalala! May's here.. .. Happy but sad....Happy coz we're in the month of May and the first day is a holiday....YAY! Sad coz SPM is comin soon...gotta gambate!!! Let's study hard like the Mokonas...Be happy while studying!! Wohoo~~

Anyways, each day is a new day for me, so I guess I should really live each day happily....And of course to live each day till the fullest [wan mei de yi tian - Sun Yan Zi].. ..

Ahem, last saturday...I'm successful!! Successful at what?? LOL! I've successfully tricked all my frens to come for the BIO addintional class. wee~~~ The truth is i heard from the teacher the previous week that there's this additional class. I told the class about it but some said they heard the teacher said it's cancelled. Nonetheless, they came that Saturday. The class was supposed to start at 8.30 a.m. but the teacher didn't turn up. Ahahahaha!! They all kinda blame me for spreading the false information. LOL!!! I really remembered what the teacher had told me before. But, I'm still happy!!! I successfully tricked them to come to school!! Evil, aren't I? So, some of friends have to called their parents up again to come pick them...LOL!!! Some and myself stayed in school to play. Some of my frens brought their guitar...so we played and talk crap until 10.30 a.m....after then, we left school.

Olalalalala!!! Gotta gambate!!! Till then~~~~ [it's time for to power charge up my brain and squeeze all my brain's essence on my studies]

Oh, I happened to think of some crappy stuffs...here goes:
Fizik - Zanjutsu [sword technic]
Kimia- Kidou [includes hadou and bakudou], also related to reiatsu-controlling
Biology - Medical Skills
Add maths and maths - Thinking skills [wise]
Moral - Leadership skills
BI, BM and BC - Communication skills
[If you can acquire all those above, you'll become a great shinigami]
It's related to bleach, isnt' it so? Yup, I made up all this so that my learning would be a lot more fun. I think I'm a bit too imaginative...don't you think?? Crappy... ...LOL!!

Best Friends... ...

2006-04-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

Sora [right] and Riku [upper left] in Kingdom Hearts 2...

I just finished playing KH 2 [Kingdom Hearts 2]....well...after playing it, this game really made think a lot...[btw, i think a lot...lol]...What I meant is, are there any true and best friends in this world??

"Come on, of course there are!" Yeah, this is the most popular answer that I'll ever get from most of my friends....but as for the adults, this is what they are going to say, " There's no best friend in this world, it's all about you, yourself surviving in this competitve world." To tell you the truth, it's quite hard to figure them out which one is the correct answer.

True, in adults' world, it's all about money. Even the "bestest" friend you ever had since you two knew each other when in young age can even betray you for the sake of money. Is that what best friends suppose to be? Some even land their own friends in hot waters and run for their own lifes ignoring what's gonna happen to you. I'm kinda confuse now... ... Should I believe in best friends or me myself?

But still, in our teenage or maybe childhood memories, we strongly believe in best friends. Best friends is all we need in our lifes to make our lifes more happier. It's all for the sake of keeping our memories a sweet and enjoyable one so that whenever we think of it, it'll kinda comfort us. Maybe because we're still naive. Being naive, there's nothing to worry... All we are worried about is to search for best friends that we can spend time with.
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"A scattered dreams that is like a far-off memory,
A far-off memory that is like a scattered dreams,
I want to line the pieces up --,
Yours and mine."

Words like this,
Are a true friend,
Searching for his lost friend,
To bring back,
The chain of memories,
They onced had... ...

Scattered dreams,
Scattered everywhere,
Each corner of our hearts... ...

Scattered memories,
In the darkest places of all,
Lurking to search for its dreams... ...

Scattered dreams and memories,
I'll bind them together,
The bond of our hearts,
Create a whole new kingdom,
Kingdom Hearts,
Yours and mine,
Never fade away... ...

Thank you, my friend... ...
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Well, all in all, I still believe in true friends. Even if you're already working, you'll eventually find a friend who is as true as your heart. It's true, believing is what make miracles happen. True friends is what a person needs to face any uncertainties while you're alone prowling in the darkness... ...

A FM FANCLUB......XD!!!!

2006-04-28T00:08:00.001-07:00

LOL...my competition is finally over..yay!!! No more torturing rehearsal and no more stress....wohoo!!!! Guess we won!!! YAY!!! Nah, we didn't won but we won....I mean the audience's heart. Anyway, here goes my long-winded story... ...

At first, when we arrived skool, we dressed up....guess what I wear the stupid sari at school and everyone was lafing all the way....HAHAHAHAHA!!! Die liao lar...my man's pride from 100% has dropped to 0% liao lor....sgt memalukan. What more to say, my "CREATIVE" teacher go and help me make up like Cleopetra [p/s:she has very thick make-up]...argh...i look like a clown...then my stupiak fren go and say something, "haiyo, where's your boobies? Did you bring? Haiyo, never mind liao lar, go take some paper and squezze them inside your sari!!!..." Argh...to make things worst, I had to wear a very curly wig and use a stupid dangling heart-shaped wand....argh...oh no...even my fren said" walau eh, you look "sexy"..can go dance the pole-dance [translation in chinese: gang lang wu" " lol....anyway...we set off at about 7a.m.

After arriving at the MBKS auditorium, lagi teruk keadaanya, many ppl look at me like what...then, i terpaksa wear the stupid wings and the ring one the head...to make sure i look like a FM - Fairy Godmother... ...guess what, we got the unlucky...or maybe i should say lucky...NO.1...argh we are the first one..HATE IT...I'M THE FIRST ONE TO ENTER THE STAGE ON SCENE 1!!!!! I LOOK LIKE A TOTAL STUPID BIG FATTY CLOWN FLYING AROUND THE STAGE!!! "calms down" Anyway, my teacher took it all down in the video cam...too bad..you can't watch....=P!!!

Continue....i dance and dance where all the ppl lafing lafing lafing...and i'm the indian fairygodmother picking on ppls....and poking my wand on others...."sigh" Anyway, i did won the audiences' heart...i even got myself a few fans...woot! Good for me....though we didn't win but the audienced love our drama..they even bantah how come we didn't win...but i guess judge's judgement has been finalised...so i guess...there's no point to fight against them...XD! The only thing is we're very happy coz we get the chance to experience performing on stage and of course entertaining the audiences with my butt swaying back and forth...lol...even some other school teachers said our drama is good... ...

Memandangkan saya ada fans, kamek adakan satu FM FANCLUB [translation: Fairy Godmother Fanclub!!! Who wanna join!!! I'm the president!!! Anyone who joins who have three wishes to be granted!!!} lol..."shakes my butt and fly in an abu-ne-ne style"...see ya folks..

p/s: want to know more about drama competition...wait patiently for my next post...lol!!!

Hopes and dreams left unfulfilled... ...

2006-04-24T05:45:00.001-07:00

It's been a long time since I've first post in my bloggie. Well, I'm starting to feel that this bloggie is a bit too public. Kinda feels like millions of people reading your "Diary". XD! Anyway, I'll keep posting coz it's fun posting! XD!!

Ugh..just finishing performing my drama this morning. I looked like a clown on the stage where all the people laugh at me! It's simply coz I dressed up like a "half male half female". With my stupid cosmetics and stupid sari and stupid curly wig on, I looked the clown from the London Circus. I felt quite sad being laughed by people but I felt quite happy also being able to entertain people. But still, my man's pride has dropped to 0%!!! Argh!!! Anyway, guess what, I gained a lot of fan that day..XD! I guess I should organise a Fairy Godmother Fan Club. Who loves me? Come and join me!!!! XD!!!

Back to topic.. .. Well, I've been thinking lately...whenever I made up my mind to really gambate in my life, that stupid resolve of mine will only last for a few days or maybe a few hours only. "sighs"...what seems to be the problem? Argh!!! It's because of this stupid thing that stuck with me..."L.A.Z.Y."...I HATE HIM...it's allbecause of HIM I failed to fulfill my dreams and hopes!! It's all because of HIM my dreams ended..I don't want this to happen. I'll fight HIM till my very last breath!!! "Wah, you go to world war 2 meh? Tok until like that!! XD" Really, it's true, laziness is always every people's weakness. It's HIM who ruin every single who fall into HIS trap!! But not anymore, I'll STAND UP AND BEAT HIM! LOL!! Am I a bit too exaggerating? Anyway, I really hope my semangat berkobar-kobar to fight HIM will last until SPM is over... after that it's paradise for me....Nonetheless, eventhough SPM is over, L.A.Z.Y must be conquered every single day!

p/s: Come on lar! No more NATO liao! Must beat that stupid, if not you'll got langgar mati by him!!

Hopes and dreams left unfulfilled... ...

2006-04-24T05:45:00.000-07:00

A quarrel... ...

2006-04-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

Ahem...today's practice is not that good...what i mean is someone quarrel with someone...at least i'm not involved...hahaha...anyway, it all started when the president of the drama club, lost the styro-foam?? (it's the white thing...dunno how to say)....we are using that as our props...but dunno how, she said she lost it...and the teacher got quite fired up but she didn't say anything and just ask her why. She explained that she was rushing that day to her BI tuition after the practice. Then, she went up the bus and she said that day she didn't take but she remembered she did but then she didn't take them...huh? I'm also coufused. Then, someone started to talk to her kinda roughly about the lost white thing...then a disaster happen....they quarrel in front of the teacher...one said, " I didn't take it!!! I'm positive!!!" one said," no, the problem here is how is the "white thing" lost?" they quarrel until MY shouted, " Shut up!!! You do nothing but scold me!!!" She left with her eyes red..."sigh"

Anyway, I really hope this drama will turn out to be a success....no more QUARREL PLEASE!!!

Me, myself & I... ...

2006-04-18T06:14:00.000-07:00

argh...today practice again, so tired..."sigh" being that CHARACTER is so tough..argh..I looked so fake...can't stand it...anyways, all i have to do now is to give my best shot during that day...GAMBATE!!!

opps..a bit off topic...well, guess what I have a fren who got ignored by our classmates coz of her annoying attitude...what? !! You asking me whether I ignore her? Well, how to ignore her? She's sitting in front of me, so have to talk to her lor...."sighs" so soi...but...she's not that bad lar...just that she likes to bug others when you're doing stuff and asks some dumb questions....however, i've thought about something...If i were in her shoes, how would i feel if everyone ignores and hates me...here's a short story....the eng is a bit "kanasai"..so i call it "A once upon a kanasai story"....lol....

Dave's his name. Well, it's been his nature since he was born "it's just a wild guess" to bug at people while they're busying with their own stuffs. He just pissed everyone off. He's just bored of boredom. He needs someone to talk to... ...But, everytime he approaches someone, they'll say something like, "Oh no, I foresaw a catastrophy comin! Run for your lifes!!!", "Haiyo, don't kacau me lar!!!", "You play lar, you made me cry then i tell my momma!!!!", "eee....stop pesting me...you macam "chang ying" a.k.a. fly...owes flying here and there..cannot die one boh!!!!". Of course, he felt really hurt when everyone said those hurtful words. Nonetheless, he wrote something on the paper each day he came back from school... ...this is one of those that he wrote:

Happiness,
Is a joy for them,
Is a sharing for them,
Is a everlasting friend,
Holding hands together.

For me,
happiness means nothing,
they mean loneliness,
emptyness,
My heart feels like,
A broken glass,
The water flow endlessly... ...

This is what he wrote when he got hurt that day by his friends or maybe "strangers" instead...but that day, while he prayed to God, he sense something, he sense that happiness is slowly stopping the water from flowing in his heart...

Dave," I found my happiness,
Eventhough I'm lonely,
I found it,
Eventhough everyone hates me,
I'm happy... ..."

You might think he's crazy being so happy after everyone hates him...lol...but actually he means something like this:

Dave, " Eventhough everyone hates or ignores me, I still found happiness. It's because I existed in this world. It's because God created me. It's coz God gave me a chance to live in this world. It's God who wants to give happiness to me in this world. I'm grateful to find my actual happiness that is my existence in this world as well as in God's eyes...I'm happy...."... ....the end..

Well, what I wrote maybe might sound a bit lame or boring to u guys...but i seriously hope this girl that i talk about might be able to find her actual happiness not only through friends but through God as well....lol...I think I'm too imaginative and naive....lol....ooo...imaginative..naive..oo...these two words ryhme, don't they?

Upcoming Drama Competition....stressed out...

2006-04-17T08:23:00.000-07:00

lol...today got scolded from teacher coz we talk n' joke too much during practice time..well, actually some of my friends playing word game on the blackboard...then I play "scissors-stones-paper" game with my frens b4 it's our turn for the next scene in the drama....guess what, my that stupid fren's name, N...he wrote the word "bisexual" on the board, then the teacher saw that and shouted," You people wrote dirty things on the blackboard..rub it offf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Then, me with big mouth laughed loudly while playing the childish game with my frens...of coz the teacher explode lar...she said something like, " Argh, you ppl never be serious!!!!! Fine, I'm gonna leave this practice to you guys...since you ppl are not serious..nvm..you'll all make a fool of yourselves on next monday, I don't care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" She grabbed her handbag almost wanna leave liao.. *Btw, our competition is on next monday..** we're all been scolded till we become like mouse oledi..all we do is to say sori lor.....*sighs* me and my big mouth...lol...HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Anyway, after the practice, me and a bunch of my friends went to my fren's house to search for some music backgrounds for our drama....guess what, we stayed at until 8 p.m. no bathing. Ugh, we stink like hell!!!! Anyway, we ate our friends' house. Her momma bought some char kuey tiao *not that"char kuey tiao" use to whack asses lar..lol*...we ate like we hadn't eat like ages.."eh le, tak malu ke?" what to do, ppl ask us to eat, then eat lor...lol...then, one of my friend has to go back early b4 8p.m....her momma is waiting for HER at home with a vegetable pisau with the water boiling, added curry powder and a touch of salt, ready to COOK her alive...lol....anyway we went home after that...then arrived home..i'm so worn-out...but need to continue to search for music backgrounds again...*sighs* together with that yyr..we searched like hell...but half way.."i think today i soi soi a bit" the msn got dc and i cannot get connected...ugh..So, the only to do is to rely on yyr.."changed my mind"..i think i felt lucky that my msn got dc..can sleep early..yay!..really, i'm kinda tired lar...we're gonna have to practice everyday from monday until sunday..then the following week, monday will be our day to perform...hope don't sia soi me school..HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Oh....me do what drama? cannot tell, rahsia..sulit...once the competition over, i'll tell ya!!!!! LOL...me do what? Ever watched cinderella? There's someone in the cartoon who helped to change cinderella to become beautiful....guess who's that? Don't get shocked...it's true...lol...HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

p/s: for more details for d drama...wait patiently...lol....HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! opppsie, me mouth getter bigger liao..better stop lafing...HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Summer continues... ...

2006-04-08T06:37:00.001-07:00

...the new beginning of another story...

As I grasp this feather,
Running towards the shrine,
I found someone,
Someone standing,
In front of the pond... ...

It was her,
She clasped her hand tightly,
She prays,
Each time she prays,
I saw each glistening droplets,
Dropping on to the waters... ...

At first,
I wanted to hug her,
So badly,
But, I stood there,
In silence,
Watching her as she prays... ...

Her prayers,
Reaches to my soul,
It's her last prayer,
To God,
She then smiles at me,
Then she vanishes... ...

As the deer pants for water,
She hopes she could dream,
Just once more,
But,
She can't... ...

I heard it,
This prayer,
My heart tells me
"I'll search for your dreams no matter what."
To never give up... ...

Summer continues,
Even if I failed,
I'll continue to search them with my soul,
This journey of fate,
Will last forever,
Till the next 1000th summer... ...

" I'll continue this journey of fate which will bind us together. I'll search for them. I promise."

The last dream... ...

2006-04-07T04:56:00.000-07:00

...My last story...

I was awaken,
From the dream she has foretold,
I made up my mind,
To search for them... ...

Easier said than done,
Where are the dreams,
Where are the hopes,
Where are you,
Where can I find you?

Discouraged,
I walked alone,
Down a shrine,
A so-called Tsukihime* Shrine...

There is a pond,
The waters crystal clear,
As the wind blows and rustles,
I heard the sound of the waters,
I remembered something,
"You will always find an answer in the sound of the water"

I ran and ran,
I knew,
Someone's waiting for me,
The answer lies ahead... ...

That night,
The same dream awaits,
She appeared,
With tears,
"I'm sorry, I failed to search for them. It's my last dream..."
These words,
Puzzled me... ...

After those words spoken,
The sound of flapping wings,
Dissapeared,
So abruptly,
She left me only,
The feather of her memory... ...

...continues...

*Tsukihime - Moon Maiden*

Dreams and hopes... ...

2006-04-04T23:39:00.000-07:00

My third story... ...

It's sad,
Deep inside me,
She is telling me,
Her dreams are still,
Scattered everywhere... ...

She flew up to the sky,
With her pure white wings,
Searching the last pieces,
Of her hopes... ...

She dreams and yet she hopes,
Without dreams,
She can't hope,
But still,
She tried so hard,
To dream... ...

Though she dreams,
Agony awaits her,
Every night she moans,
Just like a crow,
That can't fly... ...

It's the wings of fate,
That binds her,
That made her even more,
Even more to hope,
Her dream would never wither away... ...

...continues...

The 1000th summer... ...

2006-04-02T06:20:00.000-07:00

My second story... ...

As I flipped through the pages,
Each page is filled with sorrow,
And sadness,
Sadness that'll,
Last for eternity... ...

Even if the pages,
Are being torn through time,
The curse'll never break,
It'll remain forever,
The chain of sadness,
Binding us forever... ...

Until the 1000th summer,
I heard a faint cry,
From the blue sky,
I saw a girl,
Weeping in the clouds... ...

Weeping bitterly,
As if she has lost something,
Something precious,
Something even greater,
Than the wonders of the world... ...

Until the 1000th summer,
I'm still confused and sad,
I search through the pages once more,
But still,
What did the girl lost??

A dream came,
I saw a girl,
She flew to me,
With her pure white wings,
She cries again,
She said, "I'm sorry I couldn't protect our dreams"
These words made me realize,
She was the one,
Still searching for the dreams,
Dreams that cannot be returned... ...

Dreams fading away... ...

2006-04-02T06:09:00.000-07:00

My first story... ...

Every people,
Every dreams,
Is made in the highest heavens,
Dreams are meant,
To be true... ...

Every people dreams,
Dreaming on their own,
Hoping that,
Each dreams of their lives,
May become,
A great story of their lives... ...

But,
There's a girl,
Still searching in the dark,
For her dreams... ...

She's desperate,
Still searching high and low,
Finally,
She found it,
In the most darkest place of all... ...

She dreams,
But that does last for long,
The dreams started,
But slowly,
It faded away... ...

She knew,
She can't,
To protect her dreams,
It's so fragile... ...

Looking at the clear blue sky,
She weeps,
She moans,
She uttered her last words,
"I'm sorry... ...I've failed to protect our dreams... ..."

...continues...

A story of my own..."not really"...

2006-04-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

It seems that I've been bored this past few weeks. Lying around imagining stuff..."not yellow stuffs".., playing games, surfing the net...Oh, recently, I've discovered another nice anime called AIR. At first, when I watched it, I thought it was another boring shoujo anime. But, as I watched along the episodes, this is not an ordinary love-love shoujo anime. The story is about the past and the present. It's kinda complicated and mysterious...so I'm watched it simply coz the storyline was quite interesting and most of all it's quite a sad anime. You might be thinking: What! A big guy like you watches a shoujo anime? What's wrong with you? Something wrong with your hormones? But hey, I only watch shoujo animes if the storyline is great...and I don't watch some shoujo animes with stupid plots and with all the love-love actions. For me, that's BORING!! Anyway, I decided to write this story of my own based on this anime AIR. I'm writing it in a poem form....ehehhe..though my English is a bit "kanasai", please do comment me and I'll try to improve..LOL..I hope so - _-''''..... I'm really following exactly the anime's plot, I'm just kinda write how I feel about this series...This anime really inspires me a lot...lol....