A kid who've changed.. ..

Struggling to be my old-self again.. ..

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Location: Cat City, Sarawak, Malaysia

Already a university student.Am a super"wuliaw" boy who have changed from a cheery old kid into a anti-social kid. Am struggling to transform back into me old self. Am pessimistic but trying to be optimistic. Am trying to crack some new jokes. Hmm, all that trying, I wonder whether it'll work out or not?? ?? Am trying not to give up trying.. ..Trying.. ..

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

War... ...

Being bored though it's just four days of holiday. I guess I've repeated twice already. LOL! Anyway, I just watched GSD [Gundam Seed Destiny] and found that this anime has something to do with our world's current uprising crisis - war. To tell you truth, I've learned a lot from this anime. War is inevitable as long as humans greed for money and power.

"Kill because someone's killed, got killed because you kill" , such words from Cagalli Yula Attha, current Orb's representative in GSD really inspires me. In this world and age, there are those who seek for power in order to conquer and also those who endlessly promote peace to the world but to no avail. For those who sought for power, they tend to kill and use every single evil plots of theirs to make sure each corner of the world is within their grasp. For those who seek for peace and harmony, their intention is purely for the stability of the world. Nonetheless, peace cannot last for long and it crumbles from our feet within us knowing it. However, I believe that peace can last forever if humans atone from their wrongdoings. Still, can human attain such purity?

Apart from that, there are also some who wish for war to continue because of maoney. Money flows endlessly into their pocket each time they create new nuclear weapons, new warships, new guns and so on. They are willing to be servants of money and do whatever it takes in order to obtain them. With money, they posseses great power in the soceity. With great power, they will start to use it recklessly and cause much suffering and pain to the people. Let's take a simple example, if we believe in a particular country's ideals and hopes, then our country betrayed us and caused our loved ones to perish, would we still believe in that country? Would we still be that patriotic and stay behind to serve the country?

Anyway, this is politic issues. It's not for me to butt in and complain this and that. But, I really hope that peace and harmony does exist in this world. Without peace, the dreams and hopes of people around the world will be shattered. People will lose hope and thus will they lose their dreams. Therefore, peace is the key to open up our dreams and hopes to become realities, no more building castles in the air.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Coffee time... ...


wOot! Boredom sure is slowly killin me off! Argh, just wish to get a cup of coffee. Sip by sip killin off the boredom. Still, I'm withering away. Be gone boredom! Anyway, I've a crazy idea on my head thanks to my boredom. Hmm...I was thinking of creating an anime storyline for myself. I've created some of the characters. Btw, it's only their name:

1. Takawashi Ryuudo [Main male character]
2. Shyu-en [Main Female character]
3. Gwen Charlotte
4. Hasuke Tori
5. Samurai-san
6. Eiko Minami
7. Tsukihime Yunari

Well, the story is about like this:
It happened 500 years ago, there were 5 kingdoms. [still don't figure their names yet] Each kingdom is protected by the five seals of the "Ba Kua", water, metal, wood, fire and earth. In order to maintain the stability of each kingdom's "pemerintahan", they'll have to choose a leader to lead all the other four kingdoms. The kingdom of fire [Tanalia] has became the new leader. Shyu-en, one the king's high council adviser, has predicted that the five kingdoms will be destroyed in just one day. The prediction was true and each kingdom has faced their fall. Feeling responsible, Shyu-en decided to use up all her power to protect all the kingdoms. But alas, the kingdoms were destroyed with shyu-en being sealed in the sacred mountain of Sakuya.

This is one part of the story...well...add some soon...plz comment and criticise!!!

Friday, May 26, 2006

show's over...

phew....exam's finally over! What a relief! Tonight, I'm gonna enjoy myself to the fullest! All books are thrown away from my mind just for these two weeks....But...tonnes of homework is waiting for me to be completed...ARgh! Our teachers threaten us by saying something like this, "Kalau tidak hantar atau tidak lengkapkan latihan kamu, tiada 5 markah bonus!" Oh man, two weeks of holiday now is equal shite-days..."learn this word from eiChi, lol" Anyways, guess I'll have to finish it all up!

wOot...about the prom night which i mentioned since ages ago..hmm..not really, just a few weeks ago. It was Okay.....but I like the dancing performance though. Got hooked by their dance. Btw, they were dancing Tango that day...and it was fantastic! Oh yeah, talking about the food...well...doesn't suit my fussy taste bad. Let's give it 6/10. Not really that satisying. Too bad I didn't bring along my camera. "sigh" The people I'm sitting with doesn't even know how to enjoy eating. They all very "paiseh paiseh" one until me also don't dare to eat. My other friends in other table eat like crazy. When the food arrives, they'll shout, " Attack!"....wOot! All the food gone in a split second. I wish I could attack ferociously like them...LOL! Should have videocam them...Almost forgot, here's my mate [translation: my friend partner for the night] and me...argh..something's wrong with the stupid photo blogger!!!! Shall post next time...

p/s: Oii, stop pretending lar! I know you malu-malu one!
DON'T ASK ME! Ask the photo blogger!

Well, there's something really bothering me. My parents were suggesting that I should straightaway use the forecast result of my SPM to apply for Foundation course in UTAR. If so, I can start the course next year's January and of course, I'll be able to graduate faster and WORK faster. At first, I was really against them. "Hey, budak! Bermoral sikit!" I mean in a polite way. What I am trying to say is, if i were to really use my forecast results to apply for the UTAR, that means I need to gambate for only four months....wOot! Uber bad news for me! But, if I didn't get accepted, I need to wait until the month of June next year for the school to starts the course. So, should I studied hard for the SPM trial exam or should I put more effort on my real SPM? "sighs" Either way, I guess I should focus on both....

p/s: I'm slowly withering away like a weed.. ..
So young wanna die liao, afterward big how to do big-big business leh!

Friday, May 12, 2006

More animes comin' and... ...more exams comin!! -__-"'



wOot!!! More animes comin....Clamp has released the new season of Tsubasa Chronicles!!! As usual, the anime storyline is based on the comic!!! Yay, more actions from syaoran, kuro-pon and Fai. Hyuu~~~hyuu~~~. Next is Yakitake Japan! Well, it happened that one day I was bored, then I went to youtube and watched the first episode of that anime. I'm deeply "in love" with in. Erm, I'm exaggerating now, right? Most of all, both of the opening and ending themes were sang by Rythem. wOot...Love the way they sing!! If wonder what or who Rythem is, just listen to naruto's Harumonia!

On the other hand, exams comin this Monday, 15th of May! Kinda stressed out and kinda bored... ...Stressed coz lots of thing to be inputed into "tin kosong"...bored coz everyday, I have to glue my butt on the chair browsing through all the boring subjects. "sighs" What to do, a student's life is always so boring... ... On second thought, a student's life is supppose to be enjoyable and fun...Yay! That's why anime and manga is part of life...wOot, without them, I would wither away like a rose... ...sad... ...LOL!!

One more thing, tonight's prom night for me at Sarawak Club. Well, it's actually a Leo annual dinner. I'm not a Leo though but I was invited by my friends to attend this dinner. So, I accepted. Hope tonight will be a great one! Oh, you might be wondering what I am going to wear
tonight. I'll wearing a chinese "samfu" or whatever you call that. My partner'll wear cheongsam. wOot, aren't we "bagai pinang dibelah dua"? LOL!!! Anyway, let's hope that the food there is enough to fill up my bouncy stomach.... ...lol!!

p/s: "Oii, waiter.. .. can "da pao" or not? Burp!!!"...lol!

Monday, May 01, 2006

Come let's study hard.. ..




Olalalala! May's here.. .. Happy but sad....Happy coz we're in the month of May and the first day is a holiday....YAY! Sad coz SPM is comin soon...gotta gambate!!! Let's study hard like the Mokonas...Be happy while studying!! Wohoo~~

Anyways, each day is a new day for me, so I guess I should really live each day happily....And of course to live each day till the fullest [wan mei de yi tian - Sun Yan Zi].. ..

Ahem, last saturday...I'm successful!! Successful at what?? LOL! I've successfully tricked all my frens to come for the BIO addintional class. wee~~~ The truth is i heard from the teacher the previous week that there's this additional class. I told the class about it but some said they heard the teacher said it's cancelled. Nonetheless, they came that Saturday. The class was supposed to start at 8.30 a.m. but the teacher didn't turn up. Ahahahaha!! They all kinda blame me for spreading the false information. LOL!!! I really remembered what the teacher had told me before. But, I'm still happy!!! I successfully tricked them to come to school!! Evil, aren't I? So, some of friends have to called their parents up again to come pick them...LOL!!! Some and myself stayed in school to play. Some of my frens brought their guitar...so we played and talk crap until 10.30 a.m....after then, we left school.

Olalalalala!!! Gotta gambate!!! Till then~~~~ [it's time for to power charge up my brain and squeeze all my brain's essence on my studies]

Oh, I happened to think of some crappy stuffs...here goes:
Fizik - Zanjutsu [sword technic]
Kimia- Kidou [includes hadou and bakudou], also related to reiatsu-controlling
Biology - Medical Skills
Add maths and maths - Thinking skills [wise]
Moral - Leadership skills
BI, BM and BC - Communication skills
[If you can acquire all those above, you'll become a great shinigami]
It's related to bleach, isnt' it so? Yup, I made up all this so that my learning would be a lot more fun. I think I'm a bit too imaginative...don't you think?? Crappy... ...LOL!!