Me, myself & I... ...

argh...today practice again, so tired..."sigh" being that CHARACTER is so tough..argh..I looked so fake...can't stand it...anyways, all i have to do now is to give my best shot during that day...GAMBATE!!!

opps..a bit off topic...well, guess what I have a fren who got ignored by our classmates coz of her annoying attitude...what? !! You asking me whether I ignore her? Well, how to ignore her? She's sitting in front of me, so have to talk to her lor...."sighs" so soi...but...she's not that bad lar...just that she likes to bug others when you're doing stuff and asks some dumb questions....however, i've thought about something...If i were in her shoes, how would i feel if everyone ignores and hates me...here's a short story....the eng is a bit "kanasai"..so i call it "A once upon a kanasai story"....lol....

Dave's his name. Well, it's been his nature since he was born "it's just a wild guess" to bug at people while they're busying with their own stuffs. He just pissed everyone off. He's just bored of boredom. He needs someone to talk to... ...But, everytime he approaches someone, they'll say something like, "Oh no, I foresaw a catastrophy comin! Run for your lifes!!!", "Haiyo, don't kacau me lar!!!", "You play lar, you made me cry then i tell my momma!!!!", "eee....stop pesting me...you macam "chang ying" a.k.a. fly...owes flying here and there..cannot die one boh!!!!". Of course, he felt really hurt when everyone said those hurtful words. Nonetheless, he wrote something on the paper each day he came back from school... ...this is one of those that he wrote:

Happiness,
Is a joy for them,
Is a sharing for them,
Is a everlasting friend,
Holding hands together.

For me,
happiness means nothing,
they mean loneliness,
emptyness,
My heart feels like,
A broken glass,
The water flow endlessly... ...

This is what he wrote when he got hurt that day by his friends or maybe "strangers" instead...but that day, while he prayed to God, he sense something, he sense that happiness is slowly stopping the water from flowing in his heart...

Dave," I found my happiness,
Eventhough I'm lonely,
I found it,
Eventhough everyone hates me,
I'm happy... ..."

You might think he's crazy being so happy after everyone hates him...lol...but actually he means something like this:

Dave, " Eventhough everyone hates or ignores me, I still found happiness. It's because I existed in this world. It's because God created me. It's coz God gave me a chance to live in this world. It's God who wants to give happiness to me in this world. I'm grateful to find my actual happiness that is my existence in this world as well as in God's eyes...I'm happy...."... ....the end..

Well, what I wrote maybe might sound a bit lame or boring to u guys...but i seriously hope this girl that i talk about might be able to find her actual happiness not only through friends but through God as well....lol...I think I'm too imaginative and naive....lol....ooo...imaginative..naive..oo...these two words ryhme, don't they?