A kid who've changed.. ..

Struggling to be my old-self again.. ..

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Location: Cat City, Sarawak, Malaysia

Already a university student.Am a super"wuliaw" boy who have changed from a cheery old kid into a anti-social kid. Am struggling to transform back into me old self. Am pessimistic but trying to be optimistic. Am trying to crack some new jokes. Hmm, all that trying, I wonder whether it'll work out or not?? ?? Am trying not to give up trying.. ..Trying.. ..

Monday, April 24, 2006

Hopes and dreams left unfulfilled... ...

It's been a long time since I've first post in my bloggie. Well, I'm starting to feel that this bloggie is a bit too public. Kinda feels like millions of people reading your "Diary". XD! Anyway, I'll keep posting coz it's fun posting! XD!!

Ugh..just finishing performing my drama this morning. I looked like a clown on the stage where all the people laugh at me! It's simply coz I dressed up like a "half male half female". With my stupid cosmetics and stupid sari and stupid curly wig on, I looked the clown from the London Circus. I felt quite sad being laughed by people but I felt quite happy also being able to entertain people. But still, my man's pride has dropped to 0%!!! Argh!!! Anyway, guess what, I gained a lot of fan that day..XD! I guess I should organise a Fairy Godmother Fan Club. Who loves me? Come and join me!!!! XD!!!

Back to topic.. .. Well, I've been thinking lately...whenever I made up my mind to really gambate in my life, that stupid resolve of mine will only last for a few days or maybe a few hours only. "sighs"...what seems to be the problem? Argh!!! It's because of this stupid thing that stuck with me..."L.A.Z.Y."...I HATE HIM...it's allbecause of HIM I failed to fulfill my dreams and hopes!! It's all because of HIM my dreams ended..I don't want this to happen. I'll fight HIM till my very last breath!!! "Wah, you go to world war 2 meh? Tok until like that!! XD" Really, it's true, laziness is always every people's weakness. It's HIM who ruin every single who fall into HIS trap!! But not anymore, I'll STAND UP AND BEAT HIM! LOL!! Am I a bit too exaggerating? Anyway, I really hope my semangat berkobar-kobar to fight HIM will last until SPM is over... after that it's paradise for me....Nonetheless, eventhough SPM is over, L.A.Z.Y must be conquered every single day!

p/s: Come on lar! No more NATO liao! Must beat that stupid, if not you'll got langgar mati by him!!

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